I am exhausted. My family left this morning and although I will miss them I am glad to get back to normal life. This week has been great for me, I can’t remember the last time I laughed so hard and felt so happy. Just being able to forget (well forget the best I could) about infertility and babies was freeing. I was able to get to know my little brothers better and see what great people they have become.
I don’t really have much to post about today, or maybe my brain is just too tired to think of things to post. I’m 7 dpo today so I still have another week till we move to the next cycle. You can see how confident I am. I ordered a 50 pack of HPT’s and I’m already planning out next cycle. I acted utterly un-pregnant this week. Lots of hot tubing and caffeine. And it felt good.
Friday night I did log onto Facebook to see that an old co-worker was announcing her pregnancy. Her and her husband took a picture. He was holding up a sign that said “We are…” and she was holding a bottle of Prego spaghetti sauce. Cue gag reflex. But it gets better…she is 6 weeks along. The first thought I had was “what an idiot”. I resisted the urge to comment saying “I was 6 weeks along too! Now I’m not…” But that would have been cruel. The thing is, she will probably go on to have a normal boring pregnancy. The ones who post such things so early usually do. Maybe that is the key?
I’m gonna try to get caught up on my growing list of blogs to read over the next couple of days. I hope everyone is doing good, I’ve sure missed you guys even though its only been like a week since I posted. Looking forward to seeing how everyone is doing and I’ll try to post again soon once my brain has woken up a bit.