One problem with having great betas is your doctor feels so good about them that they feel no need to repeat them. Cue Trisha acting like an insane person. In the past week and four days that I have known about this pregnancy I have peed on no less than 12 HPT’s. In the beginning it was to be sure before the betas, now it is becoming a way to strictly analyze my HCG. I stare at those stupid little sticks to see if they look darker each day, I hold them next to each other and worry that they are not dark enough for how far along I am. I will say though, it is extremely satisfying to see the test line appear without question before the dye even finishes spreading.
Its driving me crazy, yet I keep testing. I haven’t tested today…but I probably will. I JUST CAN”T STOP MYSELF! I need help.
I’ve already decided that if I am lucky enough to make it to 10 weeks I will be purchasing an at-home doppler. I won’t be able to handle the stress in between ultrasounds and doctors visits. But for now I will just have to be patient. And keep on peeing.
7 more sleeps until ultrasound.